Long story short, they weren't seeing what they needed to see on the fetal non-stress test, so they called in an ultrasound tech (yes, on Thanksgiving...poor woman) to take a closer look. There are 4 things that they look for on the ultrasound, but, of course, then-unnamed Moosey failed to cooperate in the "breathing on her own" category, so we were forced to stay overnight.
This is the point where I should have been scared as hell, not of the potentials medical outcome, but of the fact that my sweet Moose was already being stubborn and defiant. I was naive though. Sigh.
We didn't have any family in town because they were all coming in two weeks later for Myra's arrival, so we had planned on spending the day with our good friends and their family. We were responsible for the frying of the turkey (I never claimed to be classy).
Josh left to fry the turkey for our friends and then came back to enjoy dinner with me (he brought the food from their house, so at least that was good). Our friends then came to the hospital later that night to hang out with me.
Honestly, at the time this happened, I was really upset. I was scared, frustrated, and, let's face it, no one wants to be confined to a hospital bed on Thanksgiving.
Looking back though, while it may not have been the best Thanksgiving I have spent, it was still pretty damn good. I was so lucky to be surrounded by a loving husband and supportive friends and to have family and friends all over the country checking in on my constantly. I was safe and warm in a wonderful hospital full of people who acted like there was no place they would rather be. I had a healthy, albeit stubborn as hell, baby in my stomach who was only two weeks from making her appearance into the world.
Sitting in that hospital room, I had so much to be thankful for. And today, at my brother's house, surrounded by family, friends, and delicious food, I have even more to be thankful for.
Beyond thankful for this sweet little face (Thanksgiving 2012).
Happy Thanksgiving to everyone reading this. I hope that this day finds you surrounded by family and friends, no matter where you are.
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